I pledge !

You know despite all the ups and downs in life, I still believe I live a content life compared to a lot a lot of people. Just a a little lonely that's it.

A little bit frustrated with the world, the people and everything but..in order to make myself feel better, I tell myself that everyone is brought up in situation that caused them to behave so.

For most of my life, I always questioned people this.. '' If you really care for me, you wouldn't have put me in this situation''.

Silly aye. No one can puts me down but myself. Now I believe that.

My parents sent me to Christian school when I was young. So I can proudly say I had always been good throughout my teenage years. No drugs, no alcohol, no bf. Seriously.

But ever since I left college months back..I have went through the darkest moment in my life.

I regretted my behavior. I'm seeking for forgiveness from everyone, my family, friends, and myself.

I have to come out from my comfort zone no matter how scared and insecure I am. I cant just sit and wait for something to happen anymore.

Its gonna be hard but it will be worth it.

And I really dowana frown any day of my life especially at the age of 22.

AND AND AND.... you dont have to worry and try to avoid me from making mistakes. I am not afraid of making mistakes, everyone has to go through it. So please dont worry too much.

Thanks for reading.

Xoxo.