s p r e a d l o v e m e

2010-08-07T22:06:00.000-07:00

I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you

:'( i know it was my fault..i still miss u very much .

2010-07-26T10:06:00.000-07:00

Been listening to this for days.

I never really let myself listen to Chinese songs because it never failed to get me into deep thoughts then emo for the rest of the day...

It makes me cry very often too. But now Im hooked to it.

2010-07-26T10:00:00.001-07:00

Read ur tweet for the first time today.

I saw ur tweet about me..and I'm kinda touched.

If u were to put in more patience maybe things might workout between us.

Anyway. Seems like we are really not meant for each other, moreover my heart is still occupied by someone else.

Im sorry for being sucha pain in the ass at times. I tot Im funny mar. I do appreciate all the things u done. U deserve a sweeeeeet gf !

ALL the best in life J.G. !

I pledge !

2010-07-21T21:40:00.001-07:00

You know despite all the ups and downs in life, I still believe I live a content life compared to a lot a lot of people. Just a a little lonely that's it.

A little bit frustrated with the world, the people and everything but..in order to make myself feel better, I tell myself that everyone is brought up in situation that caused them to behave so.

For most of my life, I always questioned people this.. '' If you really care for me, you wouldn't have put me in this situation''.

Silly aye. No one can puts me down but myself. Now I believe that.

My parents sent me to Christian school when I was young. So I can proudly say I had always been good throughout my teenage years. No drugs, no alcohol, no bf. Seriously.

But ever since I left college months back..I have went through the darkest moment in my life.

I regretted my behavior. I'm seeking for forgiveness from everyone, my family, friends, and myself.

I have to come out from my comfort zone no matter how scared and insecure I am. I cant just sit and wait for something to happen anymore.

Its gonna be hard but it will be worth it.

And I really dowana frown any day of my life especially at the age of 22.

AND AND AND.... you dont have to worry and try to avoid me from making mistakes. I am not afraid of making mistakes, everyone has to go through it. So please dont worry too much.

Thanks for reading.

Xoxo.

22nd burfday ♥

2010-05-29T06:47:00.000-07:00

I know !
I knowww larrr...I've been really busy ...and and lazy too.
So Im sorry for missing in action for so long people. =D

I know ya'll miss Lynnie one =D .............do u ? =/

It's my burfday ! So must update ! Hohoho.

Dinner location : Banquet Bangsar.
19.05.10
Sweet environment, reasonable price. You guys should check out the place. The staffs there served us very well too !

You know the funny thing is..I actually didn't plan anything for my burfday until one month before my actual burfday date..I passed by this restaurant and instantly fell in love with the ambiance...

I immediately looked for the manager and booked the table that day -.-''

Taken by my lousy BB camera.

My girl Meiyi ♥
A lot of people tell us we look alike ! At times I even tell people she's my younger sister. Haha.

Ee ee ! She looks so good now with her hair ..!

I got a new hair dyed.. It's extremely gold under the sun =/
I miss my long killing dark hair every now and then....X(

Blair Waldolf wannabe =)

Cupcakes from Meiyi =)

Make a wish....

and blooowwww =D

22 years old d lork =D

Alot of mirror ma..you know how much us girls love mirror =D

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAT I AM RIGHT NOW.
I PUT ON EVEN MORE WEIGHT AFTER MY BURFDAY. NO SHIT PEOPLE.

The bois ! From left : Cheng, Jon, and WC.
All leaving to UK next week..awwww :(

Group pic =)

Thank u all for coming .....=)

Second celebration with my beyotch will be update soon.

Please come back to my blog people ! X)
Come see my fat face lar !

San Kiu San kiu !

2010-03-14T23:58:00.000-07:00

Im sick for almost a week, I can hardly talk for the last few days, Im having migraine again. I got myself a part time job 3 days a week. Im leader for my team assignment, very intense work with crazy deadlines. I can hardly sleep too. And very heart broken.

Im happy the fact that my time is fully occupied by works. So yea thank God. Or else I'd be crying and listening to Endless Love all day long thinking myself is pathetic hahahaa..

Without my friends. I really dont know how to survive...so thank you guys.

Sometimes i tear knowing Im so blessed with such friends..

I know most prolly your tired of me complaining bout life but ..

You're not me, you will never understand how I feel.

I am very positive already okay. I still manage to make people laugh everyday. So I'll be fine and noooo worries. =D

Thanks again people.

5:06am

2010-03-09T13:21:00.000-08:00

HI !

It's 5am in the morning!
Im awake ! Woken up by a scaryyyyy dream !

Thank God KJ is still awake doing his assignment and I have someone to talk to T T
Do you know how quiet it is right now ! T T

I have to keep replay Starstruck- by 3oH3 to calm myself down wtf.

Okay ...

Have you ever got stuck in a dream and you try frigging hard to wake up but you cant?
That's what happened to me...quite frequently..but only occurs when im stressed. So I guess Im pretty stressed now aye =/

In the dream...I thought i frigging wake up for 3-4 times but actually I did not..

It started with me feeling really blur and tired...rolling on my ACTUAL bed.
And for no reason, I was very scared, all I wanted was to go to the next room and sleep with whoever there is as long as I dont have to sleep alone.

The first 2 times...I went to my PARENT's room.
I opened the door..I felt the cooling of the air cond so I thought ''Oh someone's here''...My parents were not asleep too, they say they could not sleep cause they felt like something is wrong...
( Blogging about it right now creeps me out cause its frigging quiet T T )...

So I requested to sleep with them, and the stupid king size bed was so frigging small, it can hardly fit the 3 of us in..but watta heck Im not gonna sleep alone !

And I heard something...cant remember exactly what. It's a good thing....good thing that I cant remember T T

Okay...the last time that I THOUGHT I REALLY FUCKING WAKE UP.
( Because apparently i tried real hard in the dream to get up....and I guess i was too tired and i really could not get up and I WAKE UP IN MY FUCKING DREAM ITS FUCKING SCARY!)

I went to the door next to my room ( which is suppose to be my sister's room,but in real life I dont even live with her nor do my PARENTS).

When I opened the door...i saw a female figure in white dress behind the door...
As i looked clearer ...it's not my sister ! My sister's face is way more pleasant than that even when she is fucking pissed off T T

It's actually one of my high school friend....dam random lor wtf I dont even talk to her now ? =/

Well since SHE didn't look too happy with me intruding her in her sleep and she looked dam effing creepy, I kept apologizing to her HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA..

I was like ''Err...sorry sorry...''

Wanted to leave one lor...but then dont know why I fell and lied flat on HER bed T T....
Then she came closer to me T T
Then one of her hand hold my hand tightly T T
Another hand hold my waist...and that feeling was like...a lil ticklish and repulsive ya know T T
I was looking at her, totally freaked out, struggling, and my waist felt like shit.

The next thing I know....I am REALLY AWAKE ! Thank God T T

And here I am blogging about it...

Ohhh.........by the way....this is my friend......

Of course the left one lar....things wouldn't be as scary if its the healthier one lor.

Imagine her piss-off face T T ..its scary okayyyy

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY SORRRYYYY FOR WAKING YOU UP BOSS !! SOORRRRIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~~

Deng deng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS : Sorry Cheryl. Just for laughs okay. Dont take it personally. But yea I dowanna see you in my dream ever again . T T

PPS : of course I find Cheryl pretty lor...i remember the first girl who got my attention during the first day at school was her..I was like...''why got mixed girl here one ?'' lol.

Ma Sunday ♥

2010-03-07T01:36:00.000-08:00

Got up at 12pm. Had a simple brunch.

Watched a couple of episodes of Glee, went out lunch with my housemates, did a lil catch up with them, spent 80 bucks on grocery ( I do know how did that happen) , clean the fridge with Azlin, wash my bed sheet, gonna make a simple dinner later.

It's a pretty cool Sunday ya know. :)

I've been spending a lot, not exactly on shopping tho, it's like 50 bucks here and there, and there goes ma molla =/

When am I getting that BB gosh.

I he♥rt you all lar...gonna appreciate every moment we have right now.

2010-03-01T05:52:00.000-08:00

Mike Loh : Ex boss, half an enemy.

Ello boss...you didnt pay us so should I approve you boss..?

Hahahahahaha....=D

Facebook tu dam pressure and always put me in dilemma.

Oh by the way...someone did something sweet today..small tiny thing but definitely made my day. =))

So cuteeeeee larrr.. =)))))))))))

KAWS ♥

2010-02-28T01:34:00.000-08:00

Some KAWS collection to make this page less negative from the previous post..

OriginalFake

Signature !

kaws X Michelin

Im gonna do that for next Halloween.

Kiehl's X kaws

Meet the KAWS family.

OriginalFake x Starwars stormtrooper

KAWS Graffi-Couture

Picture credits frm http://www.kawsone.com/blog

Bearbrick is nothing . Okay lar...I like bearbrick also hahaha

Planning to get a fake kaws michelin key chain hahahaha.

My sweeeeetest distraction.♥

Peace..♥

Highlights of Jan-Feb 2010 ♥ PT 2

2010-02-24T05:46:00.000-08:00

Jackson's burfday !

That night.... All shops were closed, was heading to the ladies...and then I saw.....

KAWS !!! X _ X !!!

Seriously. I never knew Kaws is available in Malaysia. . I just found out bout it not too long ago and the image of it stuck in my head ever since...

Most probably not the cutest toys you see...but I felt connected to it in some way lol.
And then I met him.....

I know its fate ♥

X _ X ♥

Apparently, taking food pictures is an IT thing. Just joking, its lame actually. XD

poor girl and her salad again....but it taste ohhhh---- soooo -- gooooodd!

The burfday boi look so happy ! =)

Shir, Moi, Sharon.

( Modalica has a new blog !http://www.shirchong.blogspot.com/ And a twitter soon hopefully ?Support support ! )

Love the new hair !

The best friend is back to Aus a couple of days ago. Will see him soon again. =)
(He must have some fights with me one lor whenever we're together LOL ).

Something dam funny happened ! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I had to go to the ladies...then I saw 2 ladies stood outside of the toilet door...using some random cards in their wallet and put it on the....ermm...scanner ...?

I was kinda shocked and confused at what they were trying to do...
As i walked near them...they asked me :

'' Eh....ni guna kad ape tuk masuk aa..?''

I pushed the toilet door and it opened................................................
=_________________________=...............

Let's laugh..

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!

Must laugh.!! Do you know how hard I had to hold myself from laughing as i walk inside the toilet and the 2 ladies looked so awkward ! hahahahahahahaha. Okay enough.

Wei chien's burfday !

Demanded =)

That's me, Ee, and Joee. =)

Gam-ber-ring at edmund's !

Nick : ya yat dim ??????

Jack, Jackson, and Alex..very talented young designer!

How was your CNY ? =D

Highlights of Jan-Feb 2010 ♥ PT 1

2010-02-23T02:04:00.000-08:00

Jan's farewell.

Jan's leaving to Qatar for a better future. All the best to your new career as a air stewardess babe!

Come back soon . Love you.

Poor girl and her diet meal...=(

Ian's burfday !

Go shawtie , its your burfday !

Mr Hot , driver of the month lol.

Michelle, Jessie, Lynnie.

Jessie. My current favorite beyotch.

Edmund's back for hols. (Not hoes.)

Check out Shir 's new blog !
http://www.shirchong.blogspot.com/

Lynnie's new game!
Pretending talking on the phone. =D

C O L L E E N

2010-02-11T00:07:00.000-08:00

I urban-dictionar-ied my name at Urbandictionary.com.

I was shocked at the definition because quite a few points do matches my personality.

Here's the definition :

(Link)

( Bolded because I agreed lol )

Colleens are typically known for their beauty and mysterious ways upon first sight. Colleens, after being known by an individual, continue to develop their beauty inside and out, and begin to drag the individual in, seduced by its looks and personality.

A Colleen is typically a blonde (My hair is blonde cant you tell ?), petite, athletic, gorgeous person with smart intellect, witty vocabulary and a very diverse sense of humor. Colleens are very out going and loveable though sometimes shy and quiet.

Colleens love to have their backs rubbed, and their necks kissed ( HAHAHAHAHA I do lar!) while lying in a comfortable bed.

A Colleen is always looking for an adventure, so if an individual has one, she will most likely join in on the fun. When a Colleen is cornered or threatened, it may occasionally "fight", but more frequently take "flight".

Colleens will run away from a problem or confrontation and play impossible to catch rather than fix it. Colleens will also hide their feelings or convince those with different ones to cover up its real feelings. These defense abilities are confusing and debilitating but are not hard to cope with.

Colleens are easy/great to fall in love with, but they are impossibly hard to fall out of love with. Once hooked to a Colleen, you certainly will maintain a strong connection for a very long time. They are addicting like a drug, except the high is much more uplifting. When in love with a Colleen, the individual’s life will surely change for the better and many magnificent memories will be made throughout the time. The individual will never want the love to end and hopefully live a long happy life with a Colleen.

What do you think ?

Happy Chinese new year all =)

2010-02-10T11:41:00.000-08:00

Lynnie found herself some newww interests .
Im so addicted. Damn.

2010-02-08T10:43:00.000-08:00

Waa...wo hen nan guo leh..

Ta yi shi yi yang...tuo tuo lar lar...hao xin ku ..=(

arghh...ru guo yao wo hao guo de hua..then pls ba wo dang chen shi muo shen ren bar...zhe yang wo hui hao guo hen duo.

Hao xin ku...

Zhen de bu rong yi...yao fang kai gen ler wo 3 nien de nan you...

Positive positive positive ! Im fighting this all alone but its okaayyyyyy =DD

You're not me, you will never understand how I feel.

2010-01-28T05:51:00.000-08:00

Finally i have time to blog !

A short one.

Bibo and I have finally reached a decision to take a time out for some time. And no, it has nothing to do with him going to UK.

We just figured, we need time to explore new things, to just you know do our own thing.
We've been together for 3 years lor.. if i say i dont sayang Bibo anymore then it'd be a totally bullshit but we both know this is what we need right now. Is to go our own way and learn to be happy even if we're alone

Someone told me that you dont need another person to tell you you're happy. True enough.

So I really really wanna learn to live on my own and be strong hahaha..

We knew we would make this decision months back, i remember how depressed and insecure I was knowing that Im losing Bibo and gonna face my life all on my own.I WAS VERY SCARED.

Somehow, when we've finally come to this stage, I dont feel that way anymore! I feel strong.

I love Bibo dearly and I wish him all the best in life and I'd be there for him anytime he needs me.

I asked for Strength

God gave me difficulties to make me strong.

It's gonna be very tough . But i have faith.

My sweeeeet New Year's eve celebration ♥

2010-01-04T00:47:00.000-08:00

Holla lovelies! How was your weekend? Most importantly, how was your new year's eve?
Bad or good, let us all start this brand new year with an optimistic heart!

First of all. I'd like to wish everyone again...HAPPY NEW YEAR.
Have a blessed, prosperous and fulfilling new year.
Please forgive me if I have ever hurt/done anything that had offend anyone in the past. Please accept my sincere apology (Sounds a lil unsincere tho =_=).

My new year's eve party was pretty awesome. All my invited guests turned up to the party with liquors in their hand. COOOL!

Kudos guys for sponsoring all those liquors! Thanks Bibo, Dexter, and Terrence! You guys made the party! But must credit myself too!!! Because I had to handle the guards and clean up pukes the next morning wtf!! LOL!

A lil grocery shopping =)

Meals on uncle James *Bibo's dad* ! Thanks uncle!

Green label

Theme of the night : JERSEY BABY!

Apparently, MU has the most fans that night.

In case you haven't noticed....the man has got a new hair style..and he's very proud of it.

Hmm..not impressed. Boo!

Liverpool and Mango Vodka ♥

Meiyi and Cheng =)

Terence the emo dude.

The ''controversial'' couple HAHAHA jkjk -.-

Everyone wears football club jersey except him HAHAHAHA!

The guy and his Indian besto! Who challenged me to drink!

Max the toilet bowl lover. (You'll see why..)

Not much pictures tho, cause we were too busy fooling around. Xd

Terence : IM CAMERA SHYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!

Obviously drunk cause I cant recall this at all...-.-

I have responsible drunkard friends. Seriously.

What can I say...pretty nice spot to chill out!

The others told me that every time after he throws up, he'd pick up the hose and clean my toilet bowl. Awww....isn't that sweet? seriously!!

Mei yi and her Korean wine..and she can drink!

Lakers down!

And best of all. ALL of them put a night at my place. Which is totally unexpected!
Im fine with it but not Max HAHA he was hugging my toilet bowl *literally* for half an hour and then lied flat on my guest room's bed like a dead man.

But overall. The party was awesome! I did not vomit, that's a plus. =)
The guard did came up with sticks in their hands. No shits. I handled it well I guess LOL.

Thank you all for coming!
Have a blessed new year.

Dont think will be blogging until Im done with my papers this month.

And great great great great news!
Im moving back to my own sweet home after finals!
Dad agreed to re-renovate my room! *IM SO EXCITED you just have no idea*
Think new interior, new paint, new furniture! Daddy had better keep his words!

God bless!

Kissy Goodby 2009

2009-12-30T02:02:00.000-08:00

Ola lovelies :)

How's your day?

Its the 30th of December baby!
Which means we're ending 2009 already ..wollaaa cepat tul..

Where are you guys heading tomorrow? Going clubbing? House party? Yum cha? Meet up with family? Whatever it is, I wish for the best for your celebration tomorrow night!

As for Lynnie. Im going to have a small party with my homies.
Hopefully I wont get too drunk and suffer the next morning..not really into alcohol anymore.

I hope my party will turn up good! And people better show up! Whee or Ima finish 2 buckets of KFC chickens myself.

:) God bless ya'll.

♥ 3 ♥

2009-12-28T00:55:00.000-08:00

We actually reserved a table for 2 at another restaurant at KLCC but because of some unwanted circumstances we had to change our plan to Mid valley instead.

First, it was quite upsetting, we went to 4-5 restaurants and we were told its full house so we thought let's go to Alexis, before we reach Alexis we saw the Italianese! We fell in love with the atmosphere and the interior decor for X'mas theme, I think this is the best Italianese outlet in KL.

We asked if there's any seats available and then the waiter lead us to a table near the window, I was so happy because at this moment yet we could get ourselves a seat with such good views and ambiance. Thank God. =) It looked like some VIP section -.-.

I'll improve my shading skills. =)

His favorite pic of the night :)

Nice pic but big tummy. Duhhh..

Cover XD

My ring...

Your watch...

House complimentary..it's been some time since I last had this. =)

Clam soup & cheese topping pizza as appetizer.

We're so greedy we ordered one extra appetizer. And yes we loveeeee clam.

This is really worth it. Clam appetizer for RM20++ only, the portion is kinda big. I mean compare a restaurant to hawker food stalls this is totally worth it.

Cant recall the name. Well Bibo said try something different ma so I ordered this lo which has a complicating long name. It taste like chicken porridge. If I bring this to you and say it worth Rm6 I think people might believe me HAHA. BUT is taste real good for a ''porridge''.

Not yet baby. Picture first. It's a girl thing. :D

Looks kinda gross here like some Fear Factor foods with worms on it. But this pasta tastes so effing good i kept stuffing it into my mouth although my tummy was literally full tank already.

Surrounded by happy people. =)

My mickey mouse..

I love my mickey mouse when he smiles..

We claimed back our watch on that day too after we sent it back for service due to some erm minor malfunction inside the watch. No matter what happens in future baby I hope you'd still treassure this watch and I hope this will remind you a lil of me when Im not around. =)

To most of our friends around us. They'd look at us as a really sweet and funny couple. People would come to me and say they hope for the best between me and Jon. But the truth is, things no longer working well between us. As much as everyone else and I MYSELF would love to see a happy ending, unfortunately just not this time.

Happy New year in advance again guys =)
Enjoy your new year celebration this Thursday! And Im sure I will too !

X'mas 2009

2009-12-26T22:32:00.000-08:00

(ATTN : I dont know why my fonts size are playing funny with me! )

So you must be wondering how was my Xmas.

HOW WAS MY XMAS???

HOW WAS MY XMAS ??????????????

It was okay.
We went to the Curve. As expected. Crowdy crowd with teenagers spraying shits around, sorry to be mean but sprays are for kids. Even teenagers are too old for sprays! You people are scaring those kids! Ruining their dreamy X'mas celebration! And mine too! Cipap!

We avoided the crowd and went to the Library. So I thought oh thank God we have friends who got a table, but heck, no more drinks. Another bottle? Only if you're willing to spare RM400.
When everyone was high on alcohol, me and my friends were high on boredom. So high I almost cried when they started to countdown.

X'mas eve presentation theme. Was alil dissapointed that we didn deliver our idea as expected but I still adore this group I dont know why, great job and we learn from our mistakes aye :)

I bought ma bunny ear from Malacca for Rm2.50!!

Yap couple tee :) My guy is very sensual one..

Avatar is the movie of the year okay!

The curve.

Candid Xd

We didnt book any seats so we ended up in some Chinese restraunt instead. Frog dam expensive and the foods were so awful!

Not much pictures tho =)

HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT

Went to the club and met the rest of our friends. They were very very high already, especially this particular one. Before I got in, someone told me he was so high he stripped off his entire top, I was like... the last time i saw a guy trying to do so got ''escorted'' by the bouncers.

Of course this lucky bastrd was excused I guess is for the sake of the festival. People tend to behave very differently befoer and after they drink. =_=

Kah Hing is the famous guy now !

Had a pre party drinking session at my house. We should do this more often! My dad wont mind hahaha!

Jacob's creek !

Listened to Kylie's Fever album. Its her best album so far to me CLASSIC!

Cheers to new year and our friendship and for the sake of drinking of course.

Thai beer :)

Overall. My X'mas week was OKAY...not as happening BUT like I said, I was with the people I want to be. =)

How was your X'mas aa? Okay aa ?

Cant wait for New year eve party at my place! This one is for real!
It'd better be good XD

PS : ohhh must mention ..bibo got me a new nail color and a mascara. So thoughtful :) Cause I told him im running out of mascara. Awww..=) I didn't get him anything, his watch costs a fortune so got excuse to skip this time. XD

*Bloody font size.....*

Fighting!

2009-12-23T08:04:00.000-08:00

Right click for more laughs.

LMAO what the hell man.

Went to Melaka for a one day trip with my homie. Pretty not bad :)
Had a lot of foods (man....), took tons of pictures, and bought some unwanted items back.
Cant wait to steal those pictures from Mei Yi :)

My X'mas house party is off. Will be going to The Curve tomorrow night. Bibo insisted. He said it will be the last time he goes for countdown aka spraying fake snow at random strangers before he's too old for it. Dam I'd rather pass that BUT what too dooooo....it's too last minute for other plans, I guess I'll just try enjoy myself, after all I'm with the groupy that I love. =)

Anyway...

Merry X'mas
and
Happy New year in advance people!

Have a great celebration and may the good Lord bless you!

♥ Everyone loves December

2009-12-04T07:46:00.000-08:00

It's almost 12am now.
That makes it 5th of December..our 3rd year anniversary.

Well...Bibo is not with me..nor he's in town right now.
He is on his way to Thailand with his family.
I cant go ...if you've been following my blog I think you should know why hehe :)
(Ok la cause I dont have a passport with me right now, big big problem).

I got a msg earlier from him tho...man I almost cried ..
Sometimes, I can be very indecisive and dubious on my own intuition. What I need is actually words from others. If you hate me today, tell me. If you love me, tell me :). You know what I mean..I care for how people around me feel about ME.

So thank you baby for acknowledging our relationship once again. (He does not do this often!He makes me so insecure at times..but when he does..his words are so sincere, I know he meant it)

Okay..since he cant exactly reach my blog now..Ima show you guys something..
*It's illegal in some way*

A night before he leaves..I secretly put bear bear in his luggage ..feel kinda bad for bear bear cause I put him in between all those jeans and boxers hahaha..

Bear bear is his first gift to me when we first got together hehehe.

I have a confession!

I didn't like bear bear ...I mean comm'on us girls love material stuffs ok not fluffy toys! So I kinda ignored bear bear for almost 2 years...and one fine day, I took it over from my house to my tempo home right now and I couldn't sleep without it ever since...=)

Bear bear : Hi! I love you!

So I replied Bibo telling him that I have a surprise for him once he reach the hotel. =)
Hopefully bear bear can go through the custom lol , he's passport-less like me wey.

Happy 3rd year anniversary my precious monkey. At the very first time we met, I could never expect we can make this far. No matter what happens in the future, I just want to assure you that you're more than a bf to me.
You're my family and you've been so wonderful to me. =)

*Oh i mentioned that in the previous post*

Ola ♥ :)

2009-12-03T23:08:00.000-08:00

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOO EVERYONE!!
How have you been aa?
Yao mou gua G ngo aa?

Pai seh la.I've been busy but I was really busy with my college assignments...
And hey my friend from Switzerland ! Thank you for still visiting my blog altho its kinda dead now.

Here's some highlight for some special occasion during November . Lotsa pics incase you miss my chubby face..well it's chubbier now. Wheee :D
(No i do not know why the fonts suka suka big suka suka small).

It's Bibo's burfday!!
It's Bibo's burfday!!
It's Bibo's burfday!!
It's Bibo's burfday!!

When I tell my friends how fat I am now they said
: ''No aa..I saw you today You looked just fine.''
Then I showed them this pic and they all went.."Omg........''

Looking anxious..

I cant remember why I was laughing like that when I wasn't the one who received a watch.
Glad you like it darl.

Ya la ya la...

Happy burfday Bibo! You've been a great bf..thank you for everything. Ya know how much I heart you? You'r ma family man! May the good Lord bless you =)

Went for buffet twice in a week. Now who's surprise that Im fat now?

Us at Tenji ..I LOVE OYSTER !

These lovely ladies are Ee ee aka Eelynna and Mei Yi =)

Another steamboat buffet with my ex school mates..dam I missed them!

I am missing everyone again...

Remember this ? =)
Will be organizing a Xmas dinner party at my house again but only a few people will be coming because my house punya capacity very limited :(

There's this time when I had this party at my house some time ago..about 20 people..it was so frigging hot and the guard came up to my house a few times, neighbors threatening to call police some more wey.. LOL

Will update soon. :)

Peanut butter !

2009-10-29T08:29:00.001-07:00

Lynnie hates the 5:30-7:30pm class!
It's so coldddd...and now Im sick :<

I dont like to be sick! :'(

Worst of all Esther got robbed! At TBR Wangsa Maju!

This incident reminds me of......my cousin brother. Some of you might still remember this unfortunate event back at February this year...Its heart breaking.

I told my housemate about Esther and she said her friend got robbed today at the same place, same time!

:< Damn...

I dont know what to say. Cause I'm sure most of us would be extra cautious from now on cause these things are happening around us.

I was quite upset the fact that we all had to stay so late for a part time lecturer who wants to earn extra income after her 9-5 job. ( Sorry la I dont know who to blame)

I dont like it ...
:( It's so cold...(my fingers were literally frozen like ice cream stick) and I dont feel good after the class...I was shivering and scared cause the campus was so dark! And there's no light!...

But thank God. Jessica - One of my course mate was nice enough to offer me a ride home after the class. :)

I wanna oi d...A lil down cause Bibo said I cant eat peanut butter with bread!Cause its ''heaty''.......Mehhhhh.

The Look-Alike's.

2009-10-25T00:27:00.000-07:00

Have you ever look at someone and he/she reminds you of someone else..
Not necessary just looking-alike but the way they present themselves can be amazingly alike.. Ahha!

There were once when I was working for f1 around last year..I saw this girl wearing sun glasses walking towards me and I was starring at her the whole time, because she looked crazily like me..ME...! I've never seen anyone look that much like myself before, beside my dad. My friends saw that girl too and they all went ''OMG''. Spooky. I guess one of the way to distinguish myself and her was that....I'm the prettier one HAHAHAHA -_- .

These are the people in my life that reminds me of someone else ..it's funny sometimes...:)

Bibo reminds me of Carl!

Both thin & tall with extremely small face...
(Got or not got or not?)

Whenever I see Esther smiles...is like as if I'm looking at a smiling dolphin!

(Got or not got or not?)
I took an effort to look for her laughing picture and actually googled ''smiling dolphin''...=_=.

Nick reminds me of Jay Manuel from ANTM like seriously...HAHAHA !

(Got or not got or not?)
Matter of fact..I adore Jay Manuel's personality. I felt like I want to be his BBF too.

Ee Ee reminds me of Ah Sa from Twins when I first met her.

(Got or not got or not?)

Janice Mun Teng reminds me of Angela Zhang very often..

Big eyes, sharp chin, sweet smiles.
(Got or not got or not?)

I know this girl back at high school Not exactly closed to her but everyone says she looks like Jolin Tsai..

Honestly. I think she's way prettier than Jolin .

This is Malaysian's version of Emma Watson. Can you believe she's actually a pure Chinese! I love her blog..but sadly she hardly updates. :(

Mujahid Saddam Bin La Queen reminds me of Abu from Alladin...

Not that much...maybe it's the dressing . HAHA

There’s a way, there’s a way
I know that someday we will surely find it

Ps : It's a coincidence that Muja & I did a ''Look-alike'' post.

What Is ♥

2009-10-20T03:21:00.000-07:00

Being a Christian, I was taught to forgive people that had trespassed me so that I could be forgiven too.

It's one of the thing I remind myself most in my everyday life. Which is to forgive.
No matter how angry I can get (which you might noticed I can get upset pretty easily), at the end of the day I'd make sure I make peace with that very person.

I cant deny that there are people that I find it so hard to forgive in my life. I never show it tho but it's IN my heart. One of the main reason why is ..the issue is not in the past but it is still a problem in the present. So how to forgive people that has been repeating the same mistakes over and over again. Im not a saint..nothing close to one. Most of the time I'd get really emotional, I choose to stay bitter about everything hoping these people to notice how much it has affected me.

I know very clearly it is not the wisest thing to do :/..but I cant help it. Im young, very angry, and full of energy.
I guess why I cant do a lot of things that is right is because I cant see the whole scenario, Im so selfish I only look at things at my side of the story. Hmm.

My brother dropped a link at my FB page. I already shared it in my FB but watta hell Ima share it here again hehe.

It's a very simple story ...its really meaningful and it touched me deeply.It made me cry too.

Mei Yi's 21st!

2009-10-19T09:47:00.000-07:00

Mei Yi is one of the sweetest and nicest girl I've ever met. Im so glad to have her around!
So happy burfday darling..may the good Lord bless you . :)

The love birds :)

Meet Turkey! A mixed breed of poodle and shizu. She's very very good girl one.

Happy burfday tooooo youuuu! :)))
(I did her makeup for her!So proudy proud :P )

PS : I dyed my hair. Result is AHAHAHAHA...first and last time for DIY style. Will re-dye it next month or something. Mean time take k everyone.. :D

Effing Hawt VS Effing Gay

2009-10-16T01:13:00.000-07:00

They are so hot!
The song, those moves!
Bwah all girls should look like that !

They are the Brown Eyed Girls. Dont know what the song is about but looking at them is enough.

And then........I found the parody version of it...and it's insanely funny!

You've got to watch the real one to get the funny parts tho (Watch the whole thing okayy).

Enjoy!

Cant tahan that guy in pink top hahahahha !
I gotta say I love both version!

Sexy Back!

2009-10-15T03:02:00.000-07:00

I know you missed me. That's all I need to know wooohoo~ Come one i know you did.

The other day i was thinking....who is the most popular guy in my course...then without any more hesitation i got an answer....

So this is him...hahaha say
Happy burfday to Mr Mujahid Saddam Bin La Queen !
You're a great friend and its been great having you around us!

Sorry I know its a lil late. But here's the picture from I Wanna Be a Model final 2 weeks back. :)

The winner is non other than....Jiang Jiang Jiang jiang~
Shir Chong!

Lynnie posed in front of a ''Alice in the wonderland'' shop :)

Im telling you ..the lighting from where I sat was incredibly amazing hahahaha ..but I was too shy to cam whore in front of so many people so yea i looked a lil uncomfortable..

That's Eddy at the back, we're all shirley's supporters!

Let the show begin!

The pretty lady in black is Stephanie, one of the female finalist whom I thought was pretty awesome too!

Beautiful isn't it!

That's Alvin..who stands at 186cm...i think..

Announcing the winners...

Then tada! Congratulation to both Sam & Shir!

See her nose so red...aiyooo..

I've got to say Shirley deserved everything that she has archieved today.
This girl here is beautiful, undeniably down to earth, bubbly, and very hard working. When she's on the runway, I call her Modalica because she's like a possessed super model, but when she's with her friends, she's just Shirley :) A gile gile tall girl that laugh more than anyone else hahaha..

Congratulations again!

Gosh I was so emotional i cried that day=_=....watta hell.

PS : If you love Shir too then be her fan! Clicky here.

More updates soon :)

2009-10-13T03:47:00.001-07:00

One of the reason why i have not been updating is because i've been pretty depressed lately.
I do not want sympathy or anything because that'd make me feel worse, i'd feel like a burden to my friends. Im trying very hard to pick up my life, try to be positive.
The only thing that has kept me staying positive and happy is to think about what I can do to have a good future and I wont be stuck in this situation anymore.
But this problem of mine has been with me for so longgg and nothing's changing and i am really getting very hurt and depressed about it, its so bad i often questioned myself why am i here.

I met my mom today. I remember when i was a kid, my dad and I would send her to the airport when she comes to Malaysia to visit me, and i'd only start crying after she left. Even now.

I've been thinking very long before I decide to write this because i hate to be judge. But i just dont want to keep this to myself anymore.

I know i will be fine. Things that dont kill me makes me stronger. Most importantly I have faith.

Blessed

2009-09-04T00:54:00.000-07:00

I had the most emotional dream last night...oh I mean this morning...or afternoon..whatever I woke up at 2pm so yea haha..

Before you read it, I just want to say that It's just a dream, it's random, it does not need to make any sense..

The first dream is kinda adventurous...(gosh my life is so unadventurous and now im talking about my happening dreams)..

Im inside a car with a couple of people I cant remember who..
We were driving on some hills I guess we're going Genting or something..
So the driver out of a sudden made the biggest U-Turn ever and the car is positioned half on the side of the hill and another half hanging in the air...GOSH.

You see the problem with dreams is that...You dont know you're dreaming so whatever is happening you tend to react to it as if it is real..

I was so panicked..I believe the other 2 whoever were as panic too. So I started praying to God to protect us...and they started praying too (Ok i know its a bit creepy)

And then I decided to do something to rescue everyone instead of staying in the car hoping for the best luck to happen.

I tried to break the car windows to escape...and it didnt break no matter how hard i hit the window with an umbrella (I guess)..

then the funny thing is when i open the door it actually opened =_=..what's the point of breaking the glass? LOL

Then I went to the back of the car, pulled out 2 seat belts and tangled myself with it. Then I climbed out from the car and landed on the land safely...then I pulled the car and saved everyone..........

When everyone was saved, suddenly a bunch of people appeared and started cheering and all, and I was overwhelmed by the moment and started crying....=____=''

WTF...seriously watta fuck does this dream meant?

Second dream came after it..

I was at my God grandparents house..(See not my blood grandparents, they babysit me when I was a baby until I was 5, I love them dearly and they had no idea).

So all of them went out for some family gathering without me cause I am an ''outsider'', im not part of the family.

I was so sad, I cried sooo sooo badly in the dream, thinking about it now kinda breaks my heart.

When I was crying, one of the member in the house comfort me, saying that they have always look at me as part of the family, and he remembers all the good things I've done to people. So he gave me a CD and asked me to listen to the songs to relax myself. DAM WEIRD.

I dont know why im having all these dreams, because basically I dont think I have anything that i need to worry besides my studies.

I guess I gotta start to be optimistic about life.

The other day I randomly saw a blog...

The blogger said :

Ever mad that the internet is not working? Do you lose it on the way from or to work when you are stuck in traffic? How about paying for an expensive meal but turned out it was not nice at all? Well then my friend you are one of the blessed ones living in this world.

I know of people who are escaping war, trying to stay alive, nourish themselves and their children and stay optimistic for a better future.

These words stuck inside my head.
I know Im very very very very blessed...

Gotta start studying!
*Lazy to upload any picture, wont be blogging until i finished all my final papers*

Good luck everyone.

Wassup Homey!

2009-08-27T22:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry.I know I've been lazy. Heh :D

Im fine.

*I really enjoy my life as a 'youngster''. I just want to have fun, get into troubles, make some mistakes, and just you know do some crazy things.

And as always I am still a daddy's girl. I've just realized that. Haha..
*inside joke*

Ok. I've just wasted 20 minutes editing my pictures into smaller size and decided not to post it hahahah sei stupid.

Just a few perhaps. Spent a weekend at my home with my granny. Heh :)

If only I had this with me earlier...heh ma collection!
My room's kinda messy...show you guys next time.

I dont really look like me in this picture.

Granny : Come come take some pictures of me and my flavorite flower decor.

Granny : make sure can see the whole cabinet aa

Next year when Im done with this college, I will be moving back to my house, FYI Im born in KL. The reason why Im not living at my own house is because my dad is busy traveling, and i thought it's easier for me to travel to college if i stay nearer to it.

And ever since I started college, I've lost few kgs, and I am no longer fair...
Like Jun said, i am no longer fei fei bak bak. Ok la maybe still a bit fei....abit only..hehehe ok diam.

2 more semester! I cant wait...
Mean time, I gotta stop complaining and do my best in this college.
(Always remind myself : You cant complain if you have not give your best.)

Time for studies. Good day everyone.

PS : The girl has finally got her license! *clap clap clap*

Bwah!

2009-08-24T00:03:00.000-07:00

Its been a pretty hard month although I hardly stepped out from my house door.

Been pretty emotional lately about my family issues. I feel like im the only survivor that is well not as crazy yet.

It's because of all these crazy things around me trying me pull me down MAKES me appreciate and SEE what I have in life..

Because of all the heartaches ...I see who is there standing beside me giving me the support and love that i need.

Thanks everyone. You might think is not you but yeap it could be just YOU. As long as you've been sincere to me all these while, giving me a little encouragement, or maybe you had spend a little time listen to me then you are in D category of my lovely kawan list.

I've been thinking about insurance lately. When i asked around my friends for their opinions, and I get the same old answers from everyone. MY MOM BOUGHT IT FOR ME. Haha..

Cheers for moms!

Gotta go out for my appointment with an insurans agent and no i am not dianogsed with any diseases. The poorer you are, the more reasons for you to get an insurance. Bwah I can be a cool insurance agent I bet!

Good day people. =]

A beautiful potrait says a thousand words

2009-08-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

I haven't been updating this space is because.................

That's me by the way if your too stupid to figure it out..its dam obvious lo.Heh :D

If your in my msn list, you'd notice that I have been on the line for more than ever! And even if you dont see me online, then it might be me pretending to be off9 so that I'd like im busy out there shaking my ass T.T

Im just kidding. If im not on the line then most probabbly Im sleeping or out for my dinner.

Gosh. Cant let this unproductive life go on anymore!

Actually I have tons of things to blog about..but it's kinda personal and other topics might not be that interesting so...fark it la.

Tmrw I'll show you guys my rooom ok!! HAHAHA Ohh im excited~

This tune is sick! Been listening to it for days already!
One,two,three,four...let me hear you scream if you want summore..push it push it.. watch me work it Im perfect~ dirty!

Funniest Bear Bear in the world

2009-08-13T05:30:00.000-07:00

This is the video I was telling you guys about!

Aiyyooooo...that bear is so frigging adorable and bodo!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
CUTE OR NOT!!!

His eyes shows a very funny expression! HAHAHHAHA
Especially the part where he tried to ''escape'' from the baby lion!
And the lions were like ''Meh si oh kui''.......
(The baby lions are damn cute and harmless la!)

I mean is still acceptable to be afraid of a LION but hello...monkey and bugs?
HAHAHHAHAHA watta hell!

Anyway this video made me think that this could be a bad sign of how animal can behave once you take them away from where they belong to....the jungles! Gosh can you imagine how is that suupit bear bear going to survive in the jungle...! Cant imagine wey. He might start calling 911.

Dont ask me where I get all these funny videos. I think im sucha boring person and i watch a lot of you tubes at home that's it.

PS
*Yeap i changed the title of the previous post.i think it suits the story better*

You bole ke atau tidak?

2009-08-12T07:37:00.001-07:00

You have got to read this

Went for my driving test today..a little worried the fact that I didn't pay extra to BAO.

I was really nervous....thank God I met nice people.
I passed hill and car park effortlessly (Fuiyo!).

Then one of the JPJ fella told me my L license is missing.
And today I've learn a new Malay word = Tercicir.....................................

I was so sad, I could've just cry anytime....

When I was still feeling all sad and worried for my missing L license, some people instructed me to go into the next car for my on the road test. I was not ready omg!!! At least let me pee first wey.

This is the best part of the day wey.....
(I find putting these incidents into dialogue form is funny)

Moi : Selamat Petang tuan (Trying to smile...)

JPJ : Selamat petang..how are you.

*Bla bla bla cut cut the craps*
Starts driving
Nearly bang the driving school's gate when I just started driving (Dont laugh!)

JPJ : OI OI OI!!! Hampir nak langgar ni! You bole ke atau tidak???

Moi : Bole bole! Maaf ya tuan, saye cemas bab i hilang license saye tadi
*dam panicked feeling I've screwed up already!*

JPJ : Allah tu tak perlu risau, kite ade record punya. Sudah potong satu markah ya..

Moi : okok

Made quite a few mistakes, forgotten to brek, and didn't change the gear at the right time.The examinor was so nice, he reminds me to change my gear and what to do HAHA.

And when Im done with the test. I knew i was going to fail without him telling me.

JPJ : Eh you bole ke atau tidak. Saye tak bole lulus you. You break tak tau, tukar gear tak tau, control steering pun tak tau...tadi hampir langgar ni!..macam mana bole pass?!?

Moi : Bole punya....hari ni saye cemas...during practice saye jalan tak ade problem la..

JPJ : macam mana saye bole percaya awak? tak bole tak bole!

Moi : *Dam sad and down d*

JPJ : macam mane skrang? U memang tak bole lulus la..saye tak bole kasi pass.
*Ticking here and there on the form*

Moi : HUH.....bole la ...saye tak kan pakai kereta manual....saye guna auto jadi tak ade problem la...

JPJ : Tak bole tak bole!

Moi : Saye akan pandu perlahan lahan selepas saye dapat license...jadi takkan ade accident punya!!

JPJ : tak boleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Moi : *Ignored him* Saye takkan pandu sendiri...I akan panggil ayah saye duduk sebelah saye semasa pandu...tolong laaaaaaaaaaaaaa (HAHAHAHAH)
* BEGGING already*

JPJ : tak bole ..mana bole macam itu...tak bole tak bole...*No longer sound very friendly*

Moi : *Gave up* Ok la.....terima kasi yea tuan
* Thank him politely cause he was being quite nice to me*

JPJ : Na ambil form ni pergi office....you pandai la skrang cakap terima kasi
*Didn't have any idea what he meant*

Feeling all sad and down and passed my documents to another JPJ fella.

JPJ :You lulus.

Moi : HUH??? * Both hands pressed on table, eyes wide opened*

I walked to my examinor and thank him personally!

Today these JPJ fellas had totally changed my perception.
They are not that bad after all, very friendly and patient instead.

When I told them I lost my L license, one of the fattest JPJ pak cik went
'' Mali kite bersama-sama cari L license dia!''
(The last time I heard a familiar sentence would probably be gotong-royong back in high school)

I was so delighted, I could not believe my luck! Even some of the people who BAO did not passed...and one of the Malay guy I know did not passed too.

Isn't that lucky!!!! :D :D :D

*Smiling all day worked eventually*

Happy Burfday Darling

2009-08-10T06:31:00.000-07:00

Today is Mr Hot's big day!

He's celebrating his 21st birthday with his buddies at Melbourne now..
Yea kinda sad that i cant be there to celebrate his burfday but I've sent my love! Hehe

I really miss you like ...crazy and i feel like singing the Moffatts song already.

Gonna put that up in my blog hehe...

Thank you so much for being such a cool friend since the day we met.
And im so blessed to have you in my life!
Ok its getting chessy. Enough praising all la..you're getting too much attention in my blog already.

hard work cant you tell?

I love you alot.Please come back already.

New Moon date yea....let's make fun of Robert Pattinson together!

I miss you miss you misss you...i miss you like crazy~~~~

Ps : I have so many things to tell you...so many sad stories...so many gossips...and lotsa bitches to bitch about GOSH I miss you.

The song makes me wanna ham bao d...

Where is my Doll!!!

2009-08-09T04:37:00.000-07:00

Hahahaha!!
SOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
*What language are they speaking anyway?Hokkien ke?*

Sorry for the removed posts. Being indecisive and emo again haiz...
Lotsa things on my mind now..

By the way wish me luck for my driving test this week!
Ya la i know im late la...ya la yala...what to do even if i get my license earlier i wont get a car pun..

So let's hope daddy's for real this time about the car aight. *cross crossie fingers and toes!*

Carefree

2009-08-02T22:31:00.000-07:00

Was at KLCC on Saturday so I went PC fair to visit my friends for while..

Angel..sohhh mui aaaaaa..XD

Jing!I like this girl.She's super sweet & down to earth!

:):)

Look how much she had to bend down to take a picture with me :P
Bee you're a lousy photographer!

Babes : Girl how come you are not working anymore?
Moi : MMmmm....I got classes...
Babes : I've got college too!
Moi : Send me jobs okay dear...come i hug you a while so that your legs not so pain :)

*Actually the truth is I no longer have that much of contacts from agents for freelance jobs...and and....im fat.No one wants me boohooo~*

And guess what?

Kak Jackson & Dior are featured on some panty liners print ads!

Jackson : hohoho stop tickling me stop stop XD
Edmund : I really need to fart.

A conversation between us some time ago..

Edmund : Hey seriously ..do you think I have the potential to be a model?
Moi : Yea of course why not.Toilet papers advertisement needs you.
Edmund : Omg you're so mean.

I just love teasing him.

Good day people . =]

Ryan & Sean’s Not So Excellent Adventure

2009-07-31T00:17:00.000-07:00

Feeling stressed over work & assignments?

Watch this! :D
Im sure this will cheer you up a little !

HAHHAHAHHAHHAHA!!!!
I totally dig the Sean Paul part!!

Can I say this again?I love this guy!!

I received an email earlier from someone...oh well this is the content of the email.

Hi Colleen,

I came across your site and thought you’d like to know that YouTube stars Ryan Higa and Sean Fujiyoshi's film “Ryan & Sean’s Not So Excellent Adventure” is now #9 on iTunes in the Comedy category and #23 in the Top Movies:
http://www.apple.com/itunes/top-100/movies/ryan-and-seans-not-so-excellent-adventure/

Please contact me in case you think your readers might be interested in this film.

Thanks!
John

What are you waiting for?

Im sure those of you who have watched his videos are dying to watch his movie as well like I do!
Show some support aye! :D

Teehee!

XoXo Ivan

2009-07-30T00:29:00.001-07:00

The last drinking session i had with Ivan before he left.

Im telling you, Not even close :)
I will not be mad at my friends for no reason. So think for yourself why am i avoiding you.

Moi ,Ivan

Happy burfday big boi!

I love u a lot!

Oh Well Just being Friendly.

2009-07-28T21:13:00.000-07:00

Im so lazy to blog again!And nothing happening anyway.
I online so often nowadays I get losers to add me randomly a lot Teehee!

Do you know I spend my weekends at home!Rotting!Bwahhh!

my_mad_love29 says:
*hello

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*hi
*who is this

my_mad_love29 says:
*ı am martın
*you

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*hmm..
*martin from?

my_mad_love29 says:
*russıa
*you
*?

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*im from Mujaja
*somewhere near Vietnam

my_mad_love29 says:
*hmm ok
*Get angry, beautifull, become, known,
*The like you

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*sorry i don get u

my_mad_love29 says:
*how old
*?

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*apa macam la macha x faham english ke?
*jgn guna la random language tu ngan i
*buat i confused je pkmak

my_mad_love29 says:
*What didn't I understand

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*kalau x faham english balik la search russian girll la bodo
*sorry i cant speak english

my_mad_love29 says:
*I, very, meaning, you, I apologize
*Can you open me the glass
*If you want

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*seriously i have no idea what ur talking about.

my_mad_love29 says:
*Let us speak in the glass
*Chat, only,
*Like two friend

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*what is speak in glass
*i don use glass
*i use cawan kopi

my_mad_love29 says:
*cawan *kopi what
*The demand , *Camera to open

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*im fat and ugly
*im about 175cm in height
*and weight around 89 kgs....im giant like my mama
*so im raelly happy u added me!!!

my_mad_love29 says:
*It* isn't important
*I, only, with you, speak, want,
*Can you open *Camera me

. :: ::: Colleen ::: :: . says:
*i gotta go to my farm
*see ya wallababa pot ding!

Random shit.

Scream

2009-07-23T00:56:00.001-07:00

Abang Besar left the house..for good.Teehee!

My new housemate is quite a pretty face!
She seems really shy thou.

Talking about staying outside makes me miss my own home so much.

Not so sure if Im going to Ivan's party this Saturday after all i feel like i dont enjoy the company like i used to anymore.

Omg Im so bitter.

Guys i know I've been a little up and down lately,im really sorry i do realized I've said something not so ..pleasant.

Excuse my words please.

I dont know what is wrong with me.

I just feel like I dont belong to where I am now.
Doing my real best as a student here for the last year.

The other day I was screaming so loud for basically nothing in the house...it was so loud i bet at least 2 units away can hear me.

I just needed to scream i guess.

*Part of me is bitter but there's a bigger part of me is carrying me and telling myself that Im silly*

It'd better be Good.

2009-07-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

Colleen :
*ohh did u read the post about carl..

Nick :
*yeahh
*i thought he was abit over

Colleen :
*i dun understand him...he shud have said no if he didn want to come right..
*i was stucked with pk and his 2 indian frens and ivan
*so total 4 indians..
*im not racist but i felt so insecure with them...

Nick :
*hermm
*yeahh i get what u meant

Colleen :
*im gonna see him this sat anyway for ivans burfday
*hopefully......hes got good reason for his action!
*it better be some hospitals,dog died,or something

Nick :
*LOL
*hahahahaha

Okayyy maybe not the hospital.

Pharmacy brand beauty products reviews

2009-07-20T08:24:00.001-07:00

Wollla people !
Very busy with assignment ? :D

Okay guess what i am going to do a beauty product reviews for the first time.

The purpose of this post is to share the my very own opinions for all the products i am using or have used.

And also because i wish i had someone to tell me what are the pros and cons of those beauty products that they use.

So if you're reading this and you might want to do this in your blog please please notify me,I'd appreciate it so much!

I've tried quite a few different brands of moisturizer and i find it not working for my skin because i have extra sensitive skin.So if Neautrogena is still not gonna help my skin then i have to save money and invest on counter brands.

Here we go!!

Neautrogena Facial Wash RM15-RM20.

Pros : Very clean.I've been using this for the past 5-6 years and still using.If you have sensitive skin like me and looking for a gentle facial wash.Dont hesitate to give this a try.

Cons : A little dry after washed.Moisturizer is a must have after this step.

Garnier Shine control moisturizer RM15-Rm30 ( I cant remember).

Pros : Contain alcohol but not high so it does not hurt my skin like the other items.Smells good.Non greasy at all.

Cons : After using it for a week,i still cant see the result and my skin is not as moisture as what i wanted.

Nano White whatever moisturizer RM20-RM35 (I also cant remember)

Pros : I dont know well at least it got me bought it.

Cons : OH MY GOSH this gave me pimples after i used it for a day.My skin was so dry so i put a thick layer of it on my face and instantly my skin turned red and quite painful,I think that's because it contains very high in alcohol.My skin got even dryer and worse than before.

The Face Shop Hydra Emulsion RM50 (I think)

Pros : Aint that bottle looks pretty? :D It smells very girly and the emulsion is very gentle on skin.It gives you a light soft skin after use for about a month.

Cons : If i missed applying this for 1 day i can instantly see my skin gets dry and maybe some breakouts.That proves this products is not goon in terms of erm ''locking'' the moisturization?

Neutrogena night moisturizer RM 33

(I've just bought this today.I wanted to give pharmacy brands a last try before i proceed to counter brands because i have not find the right moisturizer for my skin)

Pros : .This actually pretty good i can feel my skin is hydrated

Cons : I put it on just now.And my skin felt a little painful ..im quite confused because it says fragrance and alcohol free,i guess my skin is way more sensitive than i know.A bit greasy.

Olay White radiance day moisturizer Free gift.

Pros : It can used as a moisturizer and works as a sun block.Hydration ok.

Cons : Greasy like shit for day use.

The Face Shop facial mist RM18

(If you find Shu Eumura facial mist is expensive then give this a try!)

Pros : It smells very good!And it does give you that extra boost of hydration after a spray or two.Especially in air-con room.

Cons : Again alcohol is not really my friend.

HABA fish oil (99%) RM 60 for small bottle and RM150 for a bigger one.(I think)
(I got this for free)

Pros : This is the real deal to give you an emergency help when your skin is screaming for hydration.It works for everyone because it is 99% made of fish oil,of course it works perfectly for dry and sensitive skin.

Cons : It is expensive lo.And it smells like...fish.

Vichy Hydration Fluid. (Free gift)
The price for this brand is slightly higher than the usual ones in pharmacy.But i heard it is a reputable skin care brand.

Pros : Hydrates your skin after first time of using.

Cons : A bit sticky instead of greasy.The hydration does not last for long.

Banana Boat aloa vera lotion.(Daren gave this to me)

Pros : Solution for after sun burn.

Cons : It frigging extent the tan wtf?

This one.Is a waste of time and money.

Simple toner RM20 (I think)

Pros : The best toner I've used so far.Very gentle and it does minimize your pores.

Cons : Too mild.So i assume it only works on girls/soft skin.

Clean & Clear toner
(It belongs to Bibo)

Pros : The colour is nice.Okay la at least this is quite good at oil controlling (And thats because it contains very high in alcohol).

Cons : It says blemish prevention formula and i doubt that because every since Bibo started using it his face starts to show the sign of acne.And by just smelling it,you can smell a very strong alcohol scent.

Maria Galland.
This is a direct sales product that my sister got for me i think this is quite pricy.

Pros : I think it works for elder women.So i only use it as a sun block for my hands.It works pretty good.

Cons : It smells like...aunty.

The Face Shop Cucumber mask.RM35

Pros : Its like putting a zillion of cucumber on your face :D It smells so good.

Cons : I use this for about 2-3 times a week and i dont see ANY difference/result after 2 months.So dont buy.

Nano whatever whitening mask. RM30-35

Pros : I cant think of any!

Cons : Its so bad.I think this brand is the worst brand I've tried ever.The texture of the mask is very rough on skin and it takes quite an effort to wash it off!

Nano whatever skin renewal scrub RM30-35

Pros : ...........................trust me.NON.

Cons : This smells like your putting alcohol on your face seriously.The smell is horrible.And it does not look like a renewal exfoliator at all.The texture is exactly like GLUE and it feels like putting glue on your face the only difference is that it does not get dry like glue.

Sisley buffing cream RM250-280
(I got it for free,i will not buy something so expensive.)

Pros : This brand is famous for its botanical extracts that has less chemical so is very safe for sensitve skin.It works as a scrub.The texture is not too rough for my liking and when you rub it off you can see the dirts goes off along with it.See instant result of cleaner and healthier pores after used.

Cons : Is toooo expensive for student like me.

Sisleya Anti Age Lip and Eye contour Rm450 ( i think increased d)

I got this as a free gift too because i used to work for Sisley.

Pros : This is the best eye cream ever.The texture is perfect on eye lid and it moisture it very well and of course this is a very reputable brand.

Cons : The price is crazy.

If you are worry that using your skin care directly with your finger tips might expose it to germs than try to get a mini erm scoop like this one.It gives your products a longer living lifespan.

Teeehee! Hope this help you out a little !

Prove me wrong will you?

2009-07-20T06:48:00.000-07:00

I missed CXX a lot a lot..
He's one of my closest buddy in Snips.
We even called each other lou poh and lou gong because we are always together and we are almost like an outcasts in the gang.

We shared a lot of stories together and we have things in common.
I also find him very caring and unselfish for a lot of things that he did,I've always believed that this young guy has a level of maturity that i feel very secure by talking to him..and most of all..he made me laugh a lot. :)

I missed him sooo much that i wanted to see him so badly and desperately when he called and said he's back in M'sia.I was thrilled!

But things were out of expectation..

We organized this gathering specially just so we could meet you and Ivan.
You were so happy and gave us so many ideas on how the party should be.
But at a very last minute you chose something else over us.

I wasn't mad.Trust me, because i knew there are things that is more important to you and you would want to spend your precious time in M'sia with them that night.

So i came out with another night out so that you can meet Ivan before he leaves...in less than a week.

At afternoon you excitingly promised me to show up.
At 8pm i started calling you because i was worried you might forget about the time..
You did not pick up the call until 11pm ..

You said you will come after dinner.
So i went out with the guys...4 of them.
And out of these 4 people i only trust Ivan,my baby brother.

I started calling you again when i met them,because i was afraid you might not show up..
You did not pick up nor reply my messages..(about 20-30 calls and at least 5 messages?)

Until 2 am...you sent me a message saying you cant make it due to some issue.

Wtf my dear.

Seriously.If this were someone else i would have blow off so badly and you know that.

I was stucked with these guys all night and i felt so insecure with them (except Ivan).
I was out because i wanted to see you and Ivan badly,i missed those times we had together..sharing stories..telling dirty jokes..teasing one and another..i even missed you calling me fat.

I just cant believe you take me and US for granted like this.

I mean its you right?The same guy i won the audition with ....that cute and sincere guy that sang Gareth Gates song ...That guy that has won our hearts last year right??

You have disappointed me so badly...and i cant help but to change the way i look at you now.

Dont expect us to call you again.

Unless you prove us wrong.

Where are the girls!!

2009-07-18T01:39:00.000-07:00

Ivan is going back to Australia really soon and everyone is too busy to come out after the first gathering.

So i kinda invite some really random people to gather up tonight for beers..and yes that means they do not know each other at all weih hahahahah..

Aint that weird.
I've never do this before so im not sure how things is going to turn out tonight.

I dont go out a lot at night and these old friends been calling for drinks so i guess this one night can save me a lot of time and energy hahahaha...

And that simply means i am not going to enjoy my night because when things go awkward I have to start making topics.Beh.

US :)

2009-07-15T01:40:00.000-07:00

Had a gathering with the Snips buddies at PV10 swimming pool area :D

All of us had soo much fun!

FYI i went to the party after BMW event,i went back home after work,took a shower and i slept on the dining table (yes) while waiting for someone to pick me up,and i was too tired to apply any makeup include drawing my eye brows =___=

The ambassadors :
Daren,Real,Kamen,Ivan,Colleen,Shirley,Fred.

The best crew ever :
Yong Wei,Shirley Wong,Li Fen,James,Paul,Philip and Isaac (our nanny).

And here comes the Bee'chees !
(Look at the super model )

See...no eye brows at all weih.

I looked so tired...

I know this is your favourite girl la..

Daren my best buddy in the competition,we laughed together and cried together T.T

Ma Pretty bois

And then my favorite game started..007 guyssss!!!!!

The slack part of the game would be...i hardly lose cause im sucha pro in 007! XD

Drink drink drink !

Damn lupa image weih.

All went kuku a little after the game...

Update :

Look what I've found.
Omg its our video...

If you want to watch you better not laugh

Awww now i miss doing it so much..:(

I remember during the competition i was the shortest and my self esteem was soo low..
I cried very often during cat walk practice because i felt like im embarrassing everyone..
And now i miss doing modelling & cat walk on stage so much you just have no idea...

I was drunk during the party i told (i also forgot who) that this competition is beyond just a show,we've met great friends and we've maintained this friendship for so long.
Cause so far i know any other competition that me and other ambassadors joined after Snips were not as strong as this one.

A little thing that you guys might not know about these talented young fellas...

Kamen is Tarc Queen07 and she was the final 10 for Miss Astro.
Real made it to semi-final for Astro singing competition.
Fred has won Body Glove ambassador last year.
Ivan won Loreal ambassador .
Cow was featured in Mc D commercial hahahaha..he had to sing the burger song dam funny.
Daren represent M'sia and won Sunshine Boy at Korea.
Lynnie made it to top 10 for Freshlook Mr & Ms Campus 08 :P
And of course Shirley Chong is in the final 6 for you know what :)

Like Lou Tao said...we are all champions in our own ways..and that is so true.Im proud of you guys.

See ya'll on Friday.

Teehee!

Poor Daren :(

2009-07-14T07:09:00.000-07:00

Again.......

My handsome Daren got whacked by rempits!
Consider himself lucky thou because he only got punched once on his pretty face and some cars passed by and saved him..

A little update on my friend - Chon's case.
The ehhem is delaying the court case for i dont know how long already..
See...just like Kugan.

They delayed everything and slowly people tend to forget about the whole issue and left the victim and the family with no justice.

Booooooooooooooooooooo~~~~

Do you feel safe here ? :(

All we can do is to have faith in God.

That's a Good One.

2009-07-13T08:47:00.000-07:00

I did not expect myself can be so sad over MJ's death.
I had to ask Bibo to stop listening to his songs because i feel so sad.
I wasn't a big fan of him but when he left this world i feel like we have lost the greatest legend of our time..

It's weird.

Anyway im sure everyone has listened to We Are the World before.
Its one of MJ's well known hit back then until NOW.

Here's a parody i found.

ITS EFFING FUNNY you dont want to miss it!

You have to watch the original video to get the joke.

RIP MJ.

Vrrooooooooooom 40 km/hour !

2009-07-12T23:27:00.000-07:00

Ended up i kinda like the job! HAHAHAHHAHAH!!
Because i get to drive the buggie for 2 hours !

The event coordinator asked if all of us girls have driving license and i just kept quiet HAHA..XD
He said only people with license can drive the buggie but what the hell!Im so gonna drive it anyway :P

Although half way i nearly fell into the river because i attempt to make a U-turn..i was gonna jump out from the car and let janice falls into the river with the cute buggy but i did not hahaha i stepped on the brake just in time!Pro sial.

Pictures of the day :)

Sporty look?I expected some mini skirt thou.

I just realized we didn't have much time to take picture together.

''Colleen over over''....Omg i love this job weih

Our boot boot che!Cute or not!

Our job after morning registration is to drive around the golf field (frigging huge place,almost as big as Tarc.) to serve the golfers with cold towels,energy drinks,fruits,and energy bars. And yea i had quite a lot of energy bars along the way.

There's a lot of beautiful bungalows built at the side of the fields. And its all opened to the field which means any monkeys can go into their kitchen easily.

When Janice was driving for the first 2 hours.

The design is overwhelming but too bad my camera is not good enough to capture the beauty of the scenery and the bungalows.

Anyway.We worked from 6am - 3pm (with only 20 minutes break in the morning for breakfast) and the event organizer said we can order anything we want after work....so i ordered 1 dozen of chicken wings and an additional club sandwiches with fries for the party i was going to attend at night...talking about greedy huh....XD

Will be going to JB with the girls in a couple of weeks for the next golf tournament. :)

Phhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuccckt!

2009-07-10T07:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday Janice called (The tall Janice) and asked if i could work for BMW golf tournament for this Saturday.She told me the job scope and details of the job,work 2 Saturdays in a month until October.The salary is high..in fact is the highest i have ever had in my whole freelance history.

So she said all the girls have to attend training EVERY TIME one day before the working day,which is on Fridays.

So i said okay since the pay is good.

Today i went for the first training thinking im oh-so-lucky that i got the job without going through an interview.

We had to reach there (Shah Alam FYI) at 3pm and guess what,they gave us training for like 2 hours and the rest of the day they asked us to do paper works...

Today suppose to be a ''training'' day,not working day.
They are only paying us for Saturday le.
They didn't let us go back until the girls complained and we left at 8pm.

8friggingpm

And we were told to reach at Shah Alam tomorrow at 5am!
During the whole training i feel a little pressure because everything sounds so difficult and complicating..the event organizer told us that this event is very reputable that they are categorized as A+ for their services.So we must not screw things up ...

Pray for my safety (no joke) because i will be riding on a golf buggy for the first time.

Not because i might fell off from the buggy,but the organizer told us that the speed of the golf ball can kill someone. O.O

I have never felt so pressure of an event job this much before.

I have to wake up at 2:30 am.
Wish me luck.

PS : Phhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhuccckt is the sound of the golf ball when it got hit not fuck...and and the uniform aint no fabuosity.

NigaHiga

2009-07-08T07:17:00.000-07:00

I LOVE THIS GUY!

He's frigging hilarious and cute !!

His name is Ryan Higa.He's a Japanese from the states.He's very prominent in Youtube for his home made videos.Its dam lame but very entertaining!

Click click!!

This one is about Rihanna and Chris Brown chaos.

HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAH!

Trust me i was laughing the whole time when i was watching it.

TEEHEE!

Not Pretty.

2009-07-08T05:25:00.001-07:00

Today during a tutorial class i was told to answer what is the meaning of personal identity.
I answered the question by saying how one portray themselves to the world is what they truly are as an individual to be distinguished from the rest.

And lately,i really do not appreciate how i carry myself as a lady,a friend,and a girl friend.

I had quite an awkward conversation with a friend today because this fella had provoked me more than once.
I finally told him off today.

Im mad not just because of what he said about me,but more on how i carry myself to lead to this situation.

I cant care about what everyone has to say about me.The important thing is i am doing the right thing and i do not offend anyone by my action or speech.Although a lot of times i know i have failed to do so.

What really bothers me is what Bibo's closed friends think about me.
An angry girl friend that no one dares to mess with.

That's the impression i gave them..

If you're reading this.Most probably you're my friend too.
I know how i am like.I am not going to seek a comfort answer from you just to make myself feel better.
But have i intend to do anything that make you upset or did i ever lie to you or or have i raise my voice to command you into something.

Am i that scary?

All i want to do when i meet my friends is to make them laugh even if i had to make myself look silly.

I hate the way i am presenting myself lately because..I swear a lot.
I dont like it even if it were other girls that behave like such because it does not look pleasant from a lady.

You must be laughing wondering if i am serious about this topic?

Hell yeah.

I can be a punk but not a rude,unreasonable and unlikeable girl.Thinking that i am better than anyone else is the last thing that should stay in my mind.

I have to put a stop to it before i get even more use to swearing and what i did today.
Telling a guy to fuck out of my face showing my middle finger.
How attractive huh :)

Just last night i was telling myself that there's no need to clarify how i am like and what i think to everyone.
If i hate how they are like then why am i becoming more and more like them.

But today hahah..i just cant hold it no more.
He deserved to be humiliated..so do i (seriously).

What i am trying to say is..what I've been making myself into is not so pretty (not literally pretty of course).
I know my mistakes.

This post is for myself.

I Smell Orange

2009-07-04T10:54:00.000-07:00

Im in Love....
Im in Love....Im in Love....Im in Love....Im in Love....
Im in Love....Im in Love....

Because of Keith Urban..Im now so deeply in love with country music..and i feel so in love listening to his songs..

Im buying his album.
The only problem would be if his album is available here.

I've already put up some of my favorite songs from him in my blog..do check out his other songs aight.

His songs are amazing..it made me cry.

Nick called.He said he loves the songs in my blog.I wonder if he likes these countries as much as i do. :)

Holla at ya big boi if your reading this.
I miss you so much!
You just have no idea.

Wont put up the songs for too long thou cause it sounds kinda sad..

Im in Love....Im in Love....Im in Love....Im in Love....Im in Love....

with Bibobibo :)

6 days and 6 hours

2009-07-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

I can online!!!

After almost one week without internet access my house leader has finally paid the damn bill.

I have to admit...i was mad at him.For using our money on his own expenses and delayed the bill.But he's a nice dude most of the time..so yea im fine with him now.

One more thing.

I also think what i said for last week was rather childish.
I was mad because I've heard enough and i hate people who do such thing to their FRIENDS.
I guess mainly is because what is happening in my house now with my house leader's issue.
As long as something dont affect my life then i wont give a shit about it..anymore.

Like i told Bibo..how many rude people we can scold and get angry with every time we meet people like that.

Just a couple of picture of me and my friends this week. :)

I meet up with the Snips crews and ambassadors a couple of days back and we planned something for next weekend.

Im soo excited because this is like our first gathering after a year.

Everyone is busy.
Fred is involved in local drama scene.
Cow and Ivan are studying overseas..
And a couple of them participated in some Astro competitions and got a pretty good result.

Shirley is in the final for I want to be a model.

All the best honey,
You're a great model.We believe you can make it.. :)

I am missing everyone now..Someone please do something.

Have a great weekends people.

Zouk Night

2009-06-26T00:37:00.000-07:00

I went Zouk last night for the first time!

The event of the night is called...''I Love 4play'' or something,i cant remember, and i didn't bother to read the tag on my arm LOL .

I finished my dinner at almost 9:45pm last night and i had to leave at 10:30.
45 minutes was all the time i had to prettify myself.I am so proud of myself.

I think my makeup was good.At least my fake lash didn't fall out half way when i shake my head.

The only thing that i regretted was what i wore.I was not comfortable with my dressing cause i think i looked rather fat in it.

Done taking.Check out the pictures.

A little pale..

When i looked in the mirror,i think i look perfectly fine.But when i stand beside him i look extra huge...

My Mei Yi looks so korean!

With Maria..her face is soo red!

With Fred.

Cute or not my babes :)

Bibo & Shuet Yee

Bibo likes to act macho =_=

Haiyo..how often do you see me cam whore :P

Lynnie & Shuet yee =^.^=

Oh btw!I used the ''Sexy girl'' hair products for the first time and surprisingly the results were very good!My hair were so smooth and straight ALL NIGHT *clap clap*.

Zouk was ok.
Very packed and the music is a little too loud for me :(
The crowds were good thou..

After all.Club is still not a place for Lynnie.

Anyway.
I am very very excited!
All my loves are coming back this month for holidays!

Cow is back from UK !
Ivan is coming back in a couple of weeks from Australia!
Peakey will be back tomorrow from Russia!

We're gonna party!

Nick is not coming back until September...but everything is ok :)

By the way...cant on9 for one week.Because my house leader got our money and didn't pay the internet for the past 2-3 months..God knows what he did with the money.

Yam Yam ~ Cleared!

2009-06-25T23:53:00.000-07:00

Im gonna update more okay! Promise!

Our ex-cigga supervisor brought us to a place near Look Out Point for ton yam and seafood,as a celebration for Khiyumie's burfday.

I think the supervisor secretly has a crush on Khiyumie lol.

The place is soooo dalam weih.For once i actually believed when my supervisor said he planned all this to kidnap me. XD

After 10 minutes ride on estate road,we've finally found errr....civilization?

Dam pack..

Everyone has to line up get a number and wait to be called for your seat.Fuiyo~

Saliva............

They even sell their own vege.Its really fresh i wanted to buy some but i dah lupa.

The kerang ade bulu bulu..but taste real good.

Huge anot?

The fish is the bomb of the day!

Not so clean but cleared :D

The supervisor and his friend were shocked at how much i can eat.
But i was shocked too at how little they eat!They are so big in size but they eat..lesser than me..

Is ok...as long as im happy and maintaining my weight XD

If you would like to know where is the place feel free to buzz moi :)
(but make sure you car has four wheel drive mode)

Bimbo-Buy

2009-06-24T23:54:00.000-07:00

Went to KLCC yesterday to meet a burfday girl.

We went into SASA and i was attracted by some pink color hair products.
My hair is getting dull day by day due to my ''high performance'' hair dryer.I know that i cant use hair dryer unless i get myself some heat protection product.

I want to share something.

It's about some dirty little marketing tactics (Girls must read).

First, 2 promoters approached me at the same time,telling me how great is their products..

I said ''What brand is this?I've never heard of it.''
Promoter ''Oh this brand is from Japan,its very famous in both Japan and Taiwan.''

And i believed that haha.

They told me that if i purchase more than Rm80 i can buy their Sunblock at RM1,its original price is RM48 (Sounds worth it no?).

And if you purchase more than RM100 you'll get a free makeup over and hair do.

After a loooooong discussion with myself, i took 2 products and its already exceed rm100 so i get that sunblock at RM1 (why not right) and a free make over and hair do.

Then they said if i add another RM10 i can get a free photo shoot since i already got a free make over and hair do.

Since I've done photo shoots myself so I gave the chance to the burfday girl and i paid Rm10 bucks for it as a burfday treat.It was all worth it because she was very happy.

Hiao poh ..

The result.She was so happy she demanded me to address her as ''Ayumi' =___=

Okay.Back to the topic.After i paid 10 bucks for the photo shoot they promoter again telling me that if i purchase more than RM148 ( i cant remember the exact amount) i can get a pink tote from SASA and i told her i didn't like the bag (it's fugly).

See never ending ''promotion''.
Actually when i was told i can get the sunblock at RM1 i knew that what i am paying is included the cost of that sunblock.

BUT!

It's okay la since i really liked the products.I must admit i bought it because i was totally attracted by the packaging instead of the main purpose of getting it.

Isn't it pretty?On top of that,the products make your hair smells sooo goood!

From left : Free gift,makeup remover,hair oil essence,salon straight,and sun block.

:D :D :D :D :D

If what you spend makes you happy then its all worth it :D

*No picture of moi cause i looked horrible that day*

Stucked

2009-06-24T10:27:00.000-07:00

Yes i do think i need to update more.

I dont know why i still have friends coming over to my blog..my blog hit is pathetic.=_=
Its not that im lazy to blog its just..
nothing happening ma...and if i do blog it is gonna be about something boring and emotional...

Tomorrow im going for Dunhill interview.I was very excited when they shortlisted me but now i am this close to ffk them

First of all.I really do hate to work at night in a mini skirt.WTF MAN.I cant take it no more.

But i thought...urghhh watta hell..
Just work 2 months and i can have enough money to keep as saving and concentrate on my studies for the rest of the year (and extra shopping for Lynnie of course).

I also cant wait to get my own ride.Dad's been rushing me to get a license so that he can get me a car but i have a bad feeling about it.I dont have a permanent job,my income is not stable,what if one day my dad says he cant pay for my car and i have to support my little riddie all by myself??

I cant get into commitment like this?!For this moment,money should be the last thing that concerns me. (this line sounds very salah but im too tired to correct it,and yes i do care what i type).

How how how....Bibo said im old enough to make my own decision..but i feel kinda stucked on all this financial stuff.I dont even want to further my studies to degree anymore...

:( Im.......stucked.

I remember Jack once told me...
if your very frustrated/pissed/upset/emotional...

Just take a deep breathe and go...

HAiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...(do it real HARD,hurt your throat while you do it if you can).

Okay let's do it again..

Take a deep deep breathe..

and

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!

Sweeta

2009-06-19T08:26:00.000-07:00

Look who's the happiest girl :)
(Ok maybe no that happy because im so pissed of by that mega bitch Mr Chuan today).

I've finally received my prizes!
Six months of daily color contact lenses from Freshlook :D

Thank you very much Ciba Vision :) :)

Just a lil fun we had during a boring lecture.

=__=

This is not fair..she still looks pretty!

Worst of the bunch..(its me btw).

Kinda cute ...ok not.

Hope you guys dont mind me posting it up.But feel free to buzz me if you're not comfortable with it yea. :D

*Thinking if i should blog about Mr Chuan and his nasty mouth.*

It's Fafiness not Fattiness.

2009-06-12T07:50:00.000-07:00

10:50pm Friday night K.L.
A sweet & very sentimental conversation HAHA.

Lynnie : Hey i miss u very much its not even funny...(holding tears).

Nick : Dont worry i will be back by end of this year and we will hangout like shit.

Lynnie : okok :)

Nick : Muacks

:)

It's Friday night and im blogging.

Was browsing my Facebook pictures, cant help but to miss my friends so badly.

The first half of my 300 Facebook pictures are almost occupied by Nick's hot face haha ..

It's my blog i dont care of your sick of our pictures! XD

To be very frank.Whenever i am having this weird mood swing of mine or when im having a real bad break down...the ONLY person i want to talk to its my best friend.

Not my parents,sister,or even Bibo.

That's how close we are..

Im so not used to not having him around my life.

Mr Hot latest cam whore master piece.

Honey.Will wait for you to get back and we will hangout and party until the sun comes up?LOL

Okay let's stop talking about it before i start crying.

Change topic.

A ''dress'' that i like at Topshop.
(Dont la call me fat,im working on it already la.)

I dont think i am thatttt fat as what a couple of girls told me sometime ago..
Although I do think my body need to be tone up a little cause i hardly workout.

Someone said she is SHOCKED at how fat i am...WAAAAA....

I know i have flabby arms but is not THAT fat until it shock you.
I know la i made a funny joke about how fat i think my arms are & i can slap someone's face with my flabby arms until they die...

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH that's funny.

Would you like to try?

You got me shaking my ass to lose those fats hun.
Jaja.Call me fat again and i will break your body into 2 pieces and i can do it easily!

Raaawwwwwwwwrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!

Deng deng deng!

2009-06-10T23:57:00.000-07:00

About the removed post on my friend's case..
I had to remove it.It's too sensitive.Actually it aint THAT sensitive but you know....you know :D

Not gonna comment much on it.
But you can show your support Here.
Feel free to voice out. :)

I skipped class today because im having this really weird and quite a bad one ..back ache.
Its called Lumbago..is it just me or it sounds like a name of a cocktail? :D

I had this pain since yesterday morning after i woke up.I dont know what's the cause of it but i think it might be my poor body posture...I've always take my back for granted.I hardly sit straight and i've always spend hours in front of my laptop.

Huhu...so if you're one of those people like me,please quit siting so long in front of ya pc aight.

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I read Kim Jong's blog about a couple being beaten up and raped ...AGAIN.
I get VERY upset whenever i read or hear anything like this.
Seriously people.There's so many living examples out there warning us not to stay inside a car doing something kinky in the middle of the night,at car park,parks,Mini Genting or whatever.

Please people.Dont give any chance for those sampah gets near us.

Even if you have to stop for a moment for ciggy make sure you dont wind down you window FULLY hello omg so stupid.
If someone reaches their hands into your car just get something to hurt them..burn them with the ciggy,bite them...get anything near you to whack them..WHACK THEM!WHACK THE SHIT OUT OF THEM!

A wood/metal stick maybe?

Steering wheel lock is a good one!

Your heels perhaps?

What else..

Use your perfume to spray right at the eyes!

Ambi pure??Pluck it off and throw at them!!

I mean seriously,imagine at situation like that you might just scratch them like a cat!

If they drag you out..dont give up yet!
Even if you dont fight back they will catch you anyway so why not give a good fight.

Deng deng deng!

First aim the most vulnerable part of a men.Think eye,waist,and of course JJ.

Dont try to punch if your fist is as small as mine,hello,you want to hurt them not make them laugh.

Just use your finger and poke his eyes.
If you have to feel free to gouge out his eye ball.
Then give him a bitch kick at his JJ,then lift up your leg and give him a face kick.

Omg so violent.
Im just kidding okay.(Although the idea is quite good).

Just start the engine and vrrrrrrrrooooooooooooooooooom off la.
If far enough then you can give him a bitch hair flips.

Okay not funny.Just dont put yourself at risk.
Stay aware of your surrounding.Even during day time!
The world is a messed up place now,so please dont put yourself at risk okay?
(My dad reminds me that almost everyday.)

My back hurts...please pray for me aye? :)

God bless.

Quack Quack XD

2009-06-03T07:10:00.001-07:00

I worked as a promoter for a cigarette roving team during my holiday.It's a ten days project.

Not very keen into night jobs though,cause getting yourself into unnecessary troubles are unpredictable...
For some shitty example.You'd meet rude,hamsap,uneducated and uncivilized people trying to screw your day so that they grow an extra armpit hair.

She's a sweetie :D
Click HERE to access to her blog :)

Saw a really cute pup at a cafe and requested to take a pic with it :D :D

:D :D:D:D

I want to talk about something.
There's this girl who worked with my team for a couple of days.

This is her theory.
ALL the young girls in KL are horny and non virgins.(Yes ALL).
ALL guys would fuck a prostitute,its just a matter of time and its your choice if you can accept it.
She said : ''Dont think your bf is very great because one day he will do it.''
*I wasn't even in the conversation between her and another guy you see,she just heard from others that im doing well with my bf*.

Now that's the part that got me writing all this. :)

Well you see.
I am aware of how the young people behave in my society.I wouldn't say i know a lot.
But definitely i believe that there are tons of people would save the best for last.
No honey.Not all men want to fuck a prostitute thank you very much.Think AIDS honey,condoms wont protect you much.

You are so strong on what you believed is because everyone in your circle are LIKE THAT.

I was so frustrated listening to your craps and im obviously one great example of an opposite you.
That just shows what kind of people are you and how much you know...
Her voice was so sharp and duck-like it hurts my ears...please stop barking or should i say stop Quacking..

I kept telling her that everyone has a choice.
Listen to this.

Jim has 2 sons and he was an alcoholic.

Whenever people ask his elder son why he became an alcoholic he'd answers them
''Well my dad was an alcoholic,what do you think i'd turn up to be?''

And when people ask the younger son why is he so successful,he'd answers them
''Well my dad was an alcoholic,what do you think i'd turn up to be?''

Everyone has a choice.You can be drop dead gorgeous and yet you choose to be loyal to your partner and have faith in your religion because trust me,you would want a fulfilling life and not a miserable one.And yes many wise people understand this simple fact.

During this 10 days i have also learnt to respect people and to be tolerances.
(I did not show a sign of dissatisfaction on her words).
I can bash about anyone in my blog because at times thinking about how people can be so arrogant just upsets me so much,but i try not to do it in real life.

I am also thankful that im not one of them..

Love it :D

2009-06-02T03:06:00.000-07:00

A late burfday present was delivered to me 2 days ago by ...

C.Y. William!

If you often drop a comment in my blog,you'd remember this dude.
Because he leaves a comment in almost all of my posts.=___=
Thank you for being so supportive T.T

Anyway..this little fella messaged me earlier and asked if he can buy me a present.(It's been 3-4 years since we last met actually).
So i said why not feeling a little surprised..

So he came one day with a huge Parkson paper bag and passed me this.

Sucha pretty bag!

He asked what kind of bag I'd like to get so i told him i want something not too big cause im small and i need it for college.So i expected something simple..

Well anyway.. i love the bag!So thank you very much!It's perfect.I try not to use it to college thou cause it'll turns yellow very soon T.T

Thank you very much William.You're such a sweet heart at times XD
I hope the next time i call you for bbq plaza you'd turn up yea no need shy shy la.XD

Cam whore a little with it before i leave for work.

This picture shows that i need a braces...=_=

A special thanks to Jess,and Joee for this pretty crystal pendant!I love it :)

Thank you for the gift :D