I miss everything about you

Can't believe that I still want you

And after all the things we've been through

I miss everything about you


:'( i know it was my fault..i still miss u very much .

Been listening to this for days.

I never really let myself listen to Chinese songs because it never failed to get me into deep thoughts then emo for the rest of the day...

It makes me cry very often too. But now Im hooked to it.

Read ur tweet for the first time today.

I saw ur tweet about me..and I'm kinda touched.

If u were to put in more patience maybe things might workout between us.

Anyway. Seems like we are really not meant for each other, moreover my heart is still occupied by someone else.

Im sorry for being sucha pain in the ass at times. I tot Im funny mar. I do appreciate all the things u done. U deserve a sweeeeeet gf !

ALL the best in life J.G. !

I pledge !

You know despite all the ups and downs in life, I still believe I live a content life compared to a lot a lot of people. Just a a little lonely that's it.

A little bit frustrated with the world, the people and everything but..in order to make myself feel better, I tell myself that everyone is brought up in situation that caused them to behave so.

For most of my life, I always questioned people this.. '' If you really care for me, you wouldn't have put me in this situation''.

Silly aye. No one can puts me down but myself. Now I believe that.

My parents sent me to Christian school when I was young. So I can proudly say I had always been good throughout my teenage years. No drugs, no alcohol, no bf. Seriously.

But ever since I left college months back..I have went through the darkest moment in my life.

I regretted my behavior. I'm seeking for forgiveness from everyone, my family, friends, and myself.

I have to come out from my comfort zone no matter how scared and insecure I am. I cant just sit and wait for something to happen anymore.

Its gonna be hard but it will be worth it.

And I really dowana frown any day of my life especially at the age of 22.

AND AND AND.... you dont have to worry and try to avoid me from making mistakes. I am not afraid of making mistakes, everyone has to go through it. So please dont worry too much.

Thanks for reading.

Xoxo.

22nd burfday ♥

I know !
I knowww larrr...I've been really busy ...and and lazy too.
So Im sorry for missing in action for so long people. =D

I know ya'll miss Lynnie one =D .............do u ? =/

It's my burfday ! So must update ! Hohoho.

Dinner location : Banquet Bangsar.
19.05.10
Sweet environment, reasonable price. You guys should check out the place. The staffs there served us very well too !

You know the funny thing is..I actually didn't plan anything for my burfday until one month before my actual burfday date..I passed by this restaurant and instantly fell in love with the ambiance...

I immediately looked for the manager and booked the table that day -.-''

Taken by my lousy BB camera.


My girl Meiyi ♥
A lot of people tell us we look alike ! At times I even tell people she's my younger sister. Haha.


Ee ee ! She looks so good now with her hair ..!

I got a new hair dyed.. It's extremely gold under the sun =/
I miss my long killing dark hair every now and then....X(




Blair Waldolf wannabe =)

Cupcakes from Meiyi =)


Make a wish....

and blooowwww =D

22 years old d lork =D

Alot of mirror ma..you know how much us girls love mirror =D

YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW FAT I AM RIGHT NOW.
I PUT ON EVEN MORE WEIGHT AFTER MY BURFDAY. NO SHIT PEOPLE.

The bois ! From left : Cheng, Jon, and WC.
All leaving to UK next week..awwww :(

Group pic =)

Thank u all for coming .....=)

Second celebration with my beyotch will be update soon.

Please come back to my blog people ! X)
Come see my fat face lar !

San Kiu San kiu !

Im sick for almost a week, I can hardly talk for the last few days, Im having migraine again. I got myself a part time job 3 days a week. Im leader for my team assignment, very intense work with crazy deadlines. I can hardly sleep too. And very heart broken.

Im happy the fact that my time is fully occupied by works. So yea thank God. Or else I'd be crying and listening to Endless Love all day long thinking myself is pathetic hahahaa..

Without my friends. I really dont know how to survive...so thank you guys.

Sometimes i tear knowing Im so blessed with such friends..

I know most prolly your tired of me complaining bout life but ..

You're not me, you will never understand how I feel.

I am very positive already okay. I still manage to make people laugh everyday. So I'll be fine and noooo worries. =D

Thanks again people.

5:06am

HI !

It's 5am in the morning!
Im awake ! Woken up by a scaryyyyy dream !

Thank God KJ is still awake doing his assignment and I have someone to talk to T T
Do you know how quiet it is right now ! T T

I have to keep replay Starstruck- by 3oH3 to calm myself down wtf.



Okay ...

Have you ever got stuck in a dream and you try frigging hard to wake up but you cant?
That's what happened to me...quite frequently..but only occurs when im stressed. So I guess Im pretty stressed now aye =/

In the dream...I thought i frigging wake up for 3-4 times but actually I did not..

It started with me feeling really blur and tired...rolling on my ACTUAL bed.
And for no reason, I was very scared, all I wanted was to go to the next room and sleep with whoever there is as long as I dont have to sleep alone.

The first 2 times...I went to my PARENT's room.
I opened the door..I felt the cooling of the air cond so I thought ''Oh someone's here''...My parents were not asleep too, they say they could not sleep cause they felt like something is wrong...
( Blogging about it right now creeps me out cause its frigging quiet T T )...

So I requested to sleep with them, and the stupid king size bed was so frigging small, it can hardly fit the 3 of us in..but watta heck Im not gonna sleep alone !

And I heard something...cant remember exactly what. It's a good thing....good thing that I cant remember T T

Okay...the last time that I THOUGHT I REALLY FUCKING WAKE UP.
( Because apparently i tried real hard in the dream to get up....and I guess i was too tired and i really could not get up and I WAKE UP IN MY FUCKING DREAM ITS FUCKING SCARY!)

I went to the door next to my room ( which is suppose to be my sister's room,but in real life I dont even live with her nor do my PARENTS).

When I opened the door...i saw a female figure in white dress behind the door...
As i looked clearer ...it's not my sister ! My sister's face is way more pleasant than that even when she is fucking pissed off T T

It's actually one of my high school friend....dam random lor wtf I dont even talk to her now ? =/

Well since SHE didn't look too happy with me intruding her in her sleep and she looked dam effing creepy, I kept apologizing to her HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA..

I was like ''Err...sorry sorry...''

Wanted to leave one lor...but then dont know why I fell and lied flat on HER bed T T....
Then she came closer to me T T
Then one of her hand hold my hand tightly T T
Another hand hold my waist...and that feeling was like...a lil ticklish and repulsive ya know T T
I was looking at her, totally freaked out, struggling, and my waist felt like shit.

The next thing I know....I am REALLY AWAKE ! Thank God T T

And here I am blogging about it...



Ohhh.........by the way....this is my friend......

Of course the left one lar....things wouldn't be as scary if its the healthier one lor.

Imagine her piss-off face T T ..its scary okayyyy

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

SORRY SORRRYYYY FOR WAKING YOU UP BOSS !! SOORRRRIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ~~



















































Deng deng!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS : Sorry Cheryl. Just for laughs okay. Dont take it personally. But yea I dowanna see you in my dream ever again . T T

PPS : of course I find Cheryl pretty lor...i remember the first girl who got my attention during the first day at school was her..I was like...''why got mixed girl here one ?'' lol.